An egg
A womb, life giving
So perfect is she, so sudden the relief
That I am overwhelmed
Coolness quenches the wretched heat behind my eyes
My treacherous stomach, quelled
My eyes are open
A flash of light, of memory
An inferno
Spiralling skyward it rose and so up we marched
Seven levels, each more depraved
As a lupine voice whispered in my ear every desire of my craven heart
The yoke melts like jam on my tongue
Transcendent the union of dry and wet, soft and hard
Like buttered toast but with better macros
My limbs stir
Thank you
My voices grates
Like I had spent the night screaming, howling
In fear?
My memory is fogged and I turn to move but the body is weak
Poisoned. I have been drugged.
Their bitter oils linger in my throat and coat my furry teeth
How could this have happened?
This was not the plan
A quick flying visit. A restful bath. a healing broth.
Paranoia finds me
He has found me
The Yowie
Long have you hunted me, long have I eluded you
until at last you have found me
In a far off land
In the fine company of friends
While my guard was lowered
You struck.
Swiftly, and without warning
It was all I could do to manage
It was all I could take
It was all I could drink
Razoring through my tinnitus like a saw, I can hear you still:
MORE!
ANOTHER!
GO ON HAVE ONE MORE HIGHBALL!
I fell into nothingness, and drunkedness took me
Sharp Inhale
Ice water runs down the bridge of my nose
I look up through my dripping brow
He stairs back at me, through his
The Yowie
There can be no mistaking him. The villain.
He who held me down and poisoned me against my will. Made me scream till my voice ran bare. Made me dance and perform like a court jester.
He cannot keep getting away with this.
But as I stare pity overwhelms me, he looks as fatigued and world weary as I – and even flatter if thats possible
“I’m sorry,” we both say in unison, and I bow my head.
* * *
I step outside. The air is crisp, as if the giant lizard who owns this city has left the air con on the ‘dehumidifier’ setting for the perfect amount of time.
I cross the street. My legs grow in strength and vigour with each stride.
My head rides higher with each breath of life, my shoulders back.
The doors part as I enter and the bells toll for me. I let them.
An egg
A womb, life giving
So rich, yet so affordable
And a little chicken cutlet
And maybe a bath
And I have been reborn


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